Three
Poems
by
Julie Waugh
with
a view
shards
that once were remnants of sky palaces
turn
to dust as we walk this mile
exploding
truths and lies are inaudible now
in
their decay, but burn perpetually to light a path
useful
in their perdition
our
affectations are absolved by the resonance
the
fusion of air and skin dissolving
becoming
merely vestiges
transient
accomplices, such are lovers
and
from a dry north, a dry mouth, words disintegrate
light
vacillates around and through us
penetrating,
searching, carving initials on our bones
and
time for idle journeys, we sense are over
there
is a pause here, a realization with some remorse
that
all striving, all the fret work has been unnecessary
a
love poem
idle
imaginings thicken softly out of reach
followed
impulsively by cravings for sudden intimacies
icons
luxuriating in parentheses
the
shields of comfort that bestow some right of passage
and
like a slow growing tumour, this love for you
has
me tethered to an untimely life
a
scourge that has often been my only consolation
proof,
reverberating in a perpetual stillness
it
can easily assume the controlling latitude of a tourist
then
like a winter beach in denial it calls me home
to
bask in familiar fathoms of possibilities
that
never were nor will be but are
intraceptions
questions
never asked fall lightly now
like
the first flakes of snow that quicken
even
inspired skeptics into believing
and
I am going home or leaving one
signposts
are such fickle creatures
I
only know that you are not here
so
destiny is fated to stand and watch
with
her batch of newly stretched canvases
she
does not supply the paint but can advise
at
a distance, a competition of rewards wait
ill
at ease in each others company
but
comforted by their mutual anticipation
these
are the pauses where circles begin
intangible
realities like the gap before each breath
portals
for self remembering