Susan
Bee
interviewed
by Gregory Vincent St. Thomasino
2011-2012
Self-Portrait, Susan
Bee (1964, etching)
I
want to ask — and specifically with regard to the
artist — about the “act of creation,” the
act of creation as an aesthetic experience for
the artist. And this as something personal to the artist,
as something she knows peculiarly as
the artist, and as
an artist. This experience both
is and accompanies, say, “discovery,” “revelation,” “disclosure,” this
is that point at which a work begins to suggest itself, the “a-ha” moment,
but more than that: there is a dramatic or emotional or even sensual element
to it, a frisson. What
is it like for you when you are working, when
it is working, when you are in the midst of it, when you enter
that zone of concentration, of originative thinking? For
instance, would you describe it as “existential,” as “accessibility,” as “inspiration”? Or:
is there indeed “an aesthetic experience” for you in
your act of creation? And if so, will you let us in on it?
This
is a difficult question to answer. I have different approaches
to getting into the mood to work. Sometimes, I respond to an
assignment, as in this case of the interview, or when I’m asked
to illustrate a book by a publisher or poet. Also, on occasion
I’ve created work for a specific group show.
Sometimes,
an image just comes to me, but more often I do some research or drawings. For
instance, for my next show [Recalculating: New Paintings, A.I.R.
Gallery, New York, 2011], I’ve been working on a series of
paintings that are based on stills from films, mostly film noirs. So
I’ve been sketching out the images as outlines on the canvas
and then filling in the drawings with oil paint and color. So
the inspiration comes after the initial impulse is followed. Then
I let go of the film still that the painting is based on and go with
my personal response to the image, emotionally and in terms of color
and shapes. I suppose that is what is referred to as the flow. I
can work on one painting over a long period of time, changing the
colors, layering the paint, and exaggerating and revising certain
linear elements. So a transformation takes place and I enter
into the image.
I
have sometimes experienced “the ‘a-ha’ moment,” and
I agree that “there is a dramatic or emotional or even sensual element
to it, a frisson.” However,
I’ve learned to move beyond that moment. I mean that
experience has taught me that the work produced in the moment is
not always that interesting and that often when I go back to look
at the work produced in those moments those works need a lot of retooling. The “a-ha” cannot
always be trusted to produce a great aesthetic experience for the
viewer. The rational and judgmental mind needs to come into
play. Sometimes, I look at the work upside down or in a mirror
to get another view, or I just leave the work and come back to it
on another day with a fresher eye. Often, I will ask another
trusted viewer, an artist or poet, to give me some feedback on what
works and what doesn’t.
My
work also feeds on itself. Certain images recur: natural elements
like trees, sailboats, and mountains and sometimes one work seems
to call out for another one created in a similar mode. So that
the discovery comes with the process of creating and one images leads
to the next one. It is a fairly organic process, where certain
themes start to occur and then are elaborated on. I once wrote
that I am filled with images and that seems to be true. Images
just seem to pour out of me.
Dreams
(and the unconscious). Dreams and art. They’ve
a lot in common, the dream (its visual images, its emotional content,
its conceptual phenomena) and the work of art. In regard
to both the dream and art, we can say that “content” is
represented not realistically but psychologically. And
for instance, and even in strictly mechanical terms: there is distortion,
condensation, symbolization — the representation in terms
of symbols, and in terms of difference, in terms of opposites. Both
the dream and the work of art speak in a language of symbols (in
figure, in color, in gesture), both may be said to reflect the
fundamentally subjective nature of the mind, and both may be said
to be the product of a psychic discharge. And for instance — and
here I’m jumping to an extremely sophisticated proposition — the
dream and the work of art both specialize in disguise. Do
you ever talk about your dreams in public — or, isn’t
that exactly what artists do,
or rather what they do when it’s working. . . ? What
role,
or roles, do dreams play in your art, and in your life? Do
you keep a dream diary? Do you “cultivate” your
dreams with, for instance, melatonin? Do you consult a dictionary
of symbols (pictorial and otherwise)? Do
you specialize in disguise?
Somebody
asked me about the dream question for a book on artwork based on
dreams. I replied that the painting that was featured in my
last show was presaged by a dream. The painting is Eye
of the Storm.
Eye
of the Storm (2007,
48 x 51”, oil on linen)
Here
is what I wrote about the painting:
As
to the dream, it appears in the visual realization of the painting. The
storm, the vortex, and the eye and the sailboat with the lone girl
in it. I had the dream or vision in May 2007, when my father
was very ill. Then painted the painting based on the small
pencil sketch I did when I woke up. I also used to create
the painting: computer images of actual hurricane “eyes.” Unfortunately
it predicted or presaged two traumatic and horrible events in my
life. The sudden death from a fall of my 87-year-old father,
Sigmund Laufer, in October 2007 and the death by suicide of my
23-year-old daughter, Emma Bee Bernstein, in Venice in December
2008.
I
have been using a lot of images of angels, saints, and fairies in
my paintings. In Jerry Rothenberg’s Burning Babe (Granary
Books, 2005), I
used much religious imagery to match the images in the poems. Oddly
that imagery and most of the angels I use are Christian or Buddhist
icons. I am Jewish, but I have also used Kabbalistic imagery,
as in my “Philosophical Trees” series. So I am
inspired by all sorts of religious, mystical and spiritual imagery. In
addition, I am interested in folk art and naïve or outsider
art. I have an ecumenical approach to my aesthetic influences.
In
terms of dreams, I often dream about bigger studios or problems in
my studios, such as floods, which in fact have occurred. But
I don’t paint based on my dreams. My imagination is sufficient
and pretty frisky on its own, so I don’t feel a need to consult
my dreams, which are often fairly mundane.
I
definitely create works that have a symbolic over layer or under
layer and are based on my unconscious impulses. Sometimes,
I don’t understand all these impulses myself. I appear
as a character in a lot of the works, so does my husband and son
and daughter. Many of the most recent paintings refer to my
daughter or are based on images or paintings that she loved.
I
don’t know that I use disguises, just stand-ins for my feelings. The
paintings are open to a variety of readings by viewers, which would
differ from how I would experience them. I love the open-ended
nature of art. The viewer is free to read into the artwork
whatever they are seeing that day.
Generally
speaking, and speaking from my own experience, I think it is the
case with
children that their first aesthetic experience — which
is to say their first encounter with art, or with the stuff of
art, which is to say the
application of color — is, quite simply, by way of coloring — coloring
books, finger painting (and how about that smell of the finger
paints, is not the child enjoying a synaesthesia!).
. . . I know for myself, in regard to those coloring books,
it was not immediately apparent to me that you were supposed to
color-in the outlines (I know this ’cause I asked my mother
about it), my natural inclination was more toward “action
painting” * (as in moving my whole arm instead of just my
hand), and curiously enough my favorite book was Harold
and the Purple Crayon (in which little Harold is forever drawing
the outlines of figures!). Which is to ask, would you say
something about your early education
in the (visual) arts (were you an artistically endowed child?),
and about the history (the evolution, if you will) of your perspectives — and/or
were you “coloring,” and did you have a “Harold
and the Purple Crayon” of your own?
*
I think for
me, it (artistic play) was always an expression of emotion,
or of some sort of psychic (or, visceral)
discharge. I’m reminded of cave painting, rock painting. I’ve
heard it said, and I think there’s something to it, that
these places are like churches, that they are sacred places, places
for reverence and contemplation and meditation. I wonder
at what point the expression went from being the “simple” documentation
of the surrounding nature to being the revering of that nature.
. . . I don’t want to commit a fallacy (I’m not
sure there is a parallel between the development of an individual
mind and the development of the “mind” of all of humanity),
but I think there is a point for the child at which he either stops
doing it or now does
it with a newfound deliberation. I
think this is the point of self-consciousness. . . . I think
even in the most formal expression, say in cubist portraiture,
there is, beyond the expression of the form, there is something
being revealed, something being told, about the person (and about
the artist, in that this is what she sees and chooses to reveal). This
is not to say an expression of form is in itself empty of content — for
sure, the “form,” in itself, can be quite beautiful.
Both
my parents, Sigmund and Miriam Laufer, were artists. So I was
raised in a household where art was the main mode of expression. I
was always given paper and crayons and pencils and paints to draw
with and was encouraged to draw as much as possible. Also,
I was taken to museums and galleries a lot as a child. I grew
up a few blocks from the Met and it was part of my education to wonder
around the galleries there from a young age. My mother had
gallery shows and my father did too, so I went to their openings
and hung out with other artists’ children in the summers in
Provincetown. It was a bohemian atmosphere that surrounded
me.
I
also studied as a child at the Museum of Modern Art painting classes
for children, where they encouraged a kind of expressionism, sort
of like fingerpainting, with strong colors and forms. I won
a contest in second grade for the best children’s painting. It
was a painting of me with a dog (I think it was oil on paper that
I painted in my mother’s studio) and I was interviewed by David
Brinkley, on the Huntley/Brinkley Report.
Interview of Susan
Bee Laufer (at age 9) with David Brinkley on the Huntley/Brinkley
Report, NBC,
1961. In the background is her oil painting of "Girl
with a Dog," at Galerie St. Etienne, NYC.
There
was an exhibit at Galerie St. Etienne and the interview played in
movie theaters as a short with a segment about a painting chimpanzee
and also the French artist Niki Saint-Phalle, who shot her paintings. In
the interview I critiqued my painting, which I didn’t think
was very good. I also asked for a dog, which my parents got
me after this was broadcast on the national news.
I
also loved coloring books and paper dolls and I would play with little
plastic toy figures and make imaginary landscapes. I used paper
dolls in many of my paintings from the 80s and 90s, when I was influenced
by the art and toys of my own children.
The
abstract expressionists were very interested in children’s
art. And as mother was tangentially part of that circle and
had grown up in a progressive children’s home in Berlin, she
always encouraged me to be as expressive as possible in my artwork. She
would take me with her to her studio and sit me in the corner with
paints and paper. My father, who was a printmaker, took me
on weekends to Pratt Graphic Center and gave me tiny plates to make
etchings.
As
to the caves, I have visited many in France and Spain and they are
like cathedrals. The art on the walls is amazing and vivid
and sophisticated and alive. But that is another subject.
Psychologists
who research creativity inevitably come to consider the dichotomy
between work and play, and how this dichotomy can be adverse to
creativity, and then how work and play need not be considered antithetical. I
wonder, has this ever meant anything to you, has it ever been a
problem (such that it, this dichotomy, could stifle your creativity)? And
when I look at this little girl, in this situation, I wonder: just
what is she showing, is this her play or
is this her work? You
obviously had the understanding that your play had value beyond
being play, and I take it you’ve been at it ever since, or,
has there ever a period when you did not create, or periods when
your “play” was not evaluated? I see in your
work, or
such is my impression, and I don’t think I’m the
only one, I see something implicitly the product of a child’s
perception, or, perhaps better, the as
seen through a child’s eye. I’d say this
not only accounts for the visual distortion, but for the freedom
of movement, vertical movement, the insight that penetrates uninhibitedly,
and I think this accounts for why your work is more psychologically
real, than real. Is this your style?
I
was encouraged to take myself and my artwork seriously as a child. Yet,
I always played a lot whether out on the street or in the playground,
in the park, or at home. I was a very playful child with many
friends. In fact, I was always running around outdoors and
indoors. I had a very extensive fantasy world and I was very
much given to daydreaming and to engaging in the realm of the imagination. I
think what David Brinkley found so funny about the interview with
me was how critical I was about my own painting and how disturbed
I was by my failure to really portray the dog properly.
I
was interested in drawing from a young age and spent many years drawing
from the nude starting at about age 12. I was very self-critical
about my inabilities to get anatomy and perspective right. Around
age 13, I realized I might actually become an artist, when my friend,
Toni Simon, suggested that might be my fate. Up to then, I
had not really considered that I was headed in that direction.
The
only times when I have not created artwork was when I was depressed
or sick. I really create all the time. It is just like
breathing to me. I do like to maintain a childlike approach
to making art and I do consider art making like playing and yet it
is like work too. Practice is important and so sometimes I
just go to the studio and work, even when I am not inspired, but
just feel like drawing or creating in some way. I also look
at a lot of art and when I feel uninspired I like to just go outside
and wander around in nature or in the city as a flaneur.
I
was always a hard worker, that was part of my upbringing as a child
in an immigrant family. There were household chores and work
for pay as soon as I was able to. The traits of responsibility
and my practical nature and perseverance are somewhat at odds with
my sense of wonder. One of my friends described me as having
my head in the clouds and my feet on the ground.
As
a cultural product, what does your work say about our culture — whether “culture” as
in culture at
large, or as in a folk art, or as in an ethnic identity? Or,
do you aspire to making social commentary? What role does
the artist play in society? What makes art valuable?
I
am making art from my own perspective as a middle aged, white, heterosexual,
secular Jewish woman. I am also a wife, mother, teacher, book
artist, designer, editor, and writer, who lives in New York City. So
from the point of view of ethnic or cultural perspectives it is hard
to escape the ethnic and gender limitations of your particular body
and setting.
On
the other hand, my imagination has free reign and I can imagine myself
in different settings. In my art I can look backward and forwards
and travel outside of my own narrow circumstances. So I think
that the imagination carries me outside of my own perspective. I
look to the historical past, other artworks, films, ads, popular
culture, folk art, and other sources to find further resources to
explore in my artwork and life. I try to stay open to other
voices and perspectives that differ from my own.
I
hope the artist plays a positive role in society. I have tried
to engage other artists and poets and a broader public in my work
as a co-editor of M/E/A/N/I/N/G, in
my collaborations with poets, in my work with the feminist gallery,
A.I.R., and in my teaching. I think it is important to act
ethically and to attempt to inject positive energy into any situations. But,
I realize there is plenty of injustice in the world and that often
you have to fight to have your voice acknowledged.
In
my work, I do comment obliquely on gender relations and on the relationship
of the individual to the natural world. I am interested in
the romantic view of the individual in the world, framed as we are
by nature and other people. Most of my recent work is figurative
and it deals with the persons ensconced in an environment or in a
relation with others. These are not realistic works, but more
existential and situational. I experience the individual as
a mutable being. In other words, we are not alone in the world,
but inhabit a world filled with other people and creatures and with
the ghosts of the past and images of the future haunting us.
Other
people determine if my art is valuable, if it has something to say
to them. I hope that the paintings will provide solace or insight
or beauty or can bring something new to the viewer. However,
I cannot predict the effect of my artwork on others, and I am often
surprised by an insight or reaction of a viewer.
From
the series, Susan Bee, “Philosophical Trees,” Bound
and Unbound,
2004, 58” x 38’’, oil and collage on linen. Collection:
Arlene Stein.
Well,
as you say, the
viewer is free to read into the artwork whatever they are seeing
that day, and so, upon that word, I will venture something
of an impression, or, dare I say, an interpretation. This
is about the series “Philosophical
Trees.” There’s
so much more here than meets the eye. These paintings, these
populations, are not unlike the rose-windows of sacred houses,
I mean in that they present us with a mystery, with a “subliminal,” and
this particular mystery has, of course, to do with these trees. The
answer is not always in the eye, or else not immediately, it’s
ironic that when we speak of the sense of something we are invariably
going beyond the stuff of the senses and into the realm of perception,
where the sense we are after lies. After studying this series
of paintings, it occurs to me that I am not seeing “trees” so
much as “tree
structure,” and so these trees become,
for me, trees
of Porphyry. And in this sense, in this series,
I see depictions of relation
and reconciliation. These images, with which you populate
these branches, they are, it seems to me, as ready-mades for
you — but I don’t think you turn them on their proverbial
heads, rather I think you give them reconciliation, which is to
say you give them back their commonality, you return them to their
noun, or, to their home. These are indeed “philosophical” trees.
So
here we are in February 2012, and, looking back on 2011, it is
remarkable your series of activities! There was in March,
at the Janet Kurnatowski Gallery, in Greenpoint, NY, a showing
of your daughter’s photographs, Emma
Bee Bernstein: An Imagined Space, and in May there was your
show Recalculating:
New Paintings (which featured 32 new paintings!) at the A.I.R.
Gallery in DUMBO, and in November at the Brodsky Gallery at Kelly
Writers House at the University of Pennsylvania, there was a showing
of prints from a series entitled “The Holocaust” by
your father, the artist Sigmund
Laufer, at which you and your husband,
the poet Charles Bernstein, introduced the works and talked about
the representation of the Holocaust in art. In November,
the 25th-year anniversary edition of M/E/A/N/I/N/G
Online #5, coedited with Mira Schor and including 83 artists,
poets, and art critics, was published. In addition, you have
been teaching at the School of Visual Arts and the University of
Pennsylvania. And we see that this month, February, on the
23rd you are speaking at the School
of Visual Arts in New York
City about your work. Is there anything else you can let
us in on at this time . . . are you at work on another series of
paintings . . . what can you let us in on?
My
next book project is Fabulas Feminae,
a collaboration with Johanna Drucker. We are putting together
a book about famous historical women including Cleopatra, Elizabeth
I, Hildegard von Bingen, Billie Holiday, and many others. I
have made 25 images and Johanna is writing the text and designing
the pages.
I
am speaking at a conference on feminist art, activism, and pedagogy,
on April 5, 2012 at Parsons. I am also working on a series
of new paintings for an upcoming solo show at Accola
Griefen Gallery in Chelsea, NY in May 2013. There will also be a show
of Emma
Bee Bernstein’s Polaroids at the Microscope Gallery
in Bushwick, NY, in May 24-June 25, 2012.
Thank
you, Susan Bee.
Copyright © 2012
Susan Bee & Gregory Vincent St. Thomasino
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