E·ratio

Issue 19

 

 

 

A Poem of Force

 

Jeremy Biles

 

 

for David Tracy

 

 

 

 

...No other comfort

Will remain, when you have encountered your death-heavy fate,

Only grief, only sorrow.

—Homer, The Iliad

 

 

 

Force—

it is that x

that turns anybody

who is subjected to it

into a thing,

a compromise

between a man

and a corpse.

 

Force

is as pitiless

to the man

who possesses it

as it is

to its victims—

the first

it intoxicates,

the second

it crushes.

 

We are only

geometricians of matter—

the mind

is completely absorbed

in doing itself

violence,

a picture of

uniform horror.

 

Force

is the sole hero,

nobody really

possesses it;

there is not

a single man

who does not have

to bow his neck

to force.

 

Those who use it

and those who

endure it

are turned

to stone,

they become

deaf and dumb.

 

This reality

is hard,

much too hard

to be borne.

Words of reason

drop

into the void.

 

Here, surely,

is death,

death strung out

over a whole

lifetime—

the aspect of

destruction.

 

Here, surely,

is life,

life that death

congeals

before abolishing—

an extreme and tragic

aspect.

 

To castrate yourself

of yearning,

to respect life

in somebody else,

demands

a heartbreaking exertion,

impossible in logic,

unendurable,

except in flashes.

 

The soul awakens then,

to live

for an instant

only,

and be lost

almost at once,

the crowning grace

of war.

 

Incurable bitterness

continually makes itself

heard,

no reticence

veils the step

from life

to death.

 

Yet never

does the bitterness

drop into lamentation.

It has no room

for anything

but courage

and love.

 

This poem,

not made

to live

inside

a thing,

is a miracle

on loan

from fate.

 

In the end,

this poem

disappears

from the mind,

for thought

cannot journey

through time

without meeting

death on the way.

 

In the end,

the very idea

of wanting to escape

the business

of killing and dying

disappears.

 

Perhaps all men,

by the very act

of being born,

are destined

to suffer

violence.

Victory is

a transitory thing—

force

is the sole hero.

 

Come, friend,

you too must die.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jeremy Biles lives in Chicago, where he teaches courses in philosophy, religion, and art at the School of the Art Institute of Chicago.  He is the author of Ecce Monstrum: Georges Bataille and the Sacrifice of Form (Fordham University Press, 2007).  His essays, fiction, and reviews have appeared in such places as the Chicago Review, Culture, Theory and Critique, Rain Taxi and Snow Monkey, as well as in catalogues for the Hyde Park Art Center, where he has also done curatorial work.  He is currently co-editing a volume entitled Negative Ecstasies: Georges Bataille and the Study of Religion (Fordham University Press, forthcoming Spring 2015). 

 

 


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